I thought I was meetin James to go bowling, now it looks like we're going to the club. I'm not dressed for that. Shud make Tilly happy, though she seems to be doin alright with James' mate Danny. Whatever it is I'm thinkin', James is three steps ahead. I don't want to end up like Katy. Come and visit me in L8r World.

I wish Ben would stop lookin' over at me like he's older and wiser or som'ing. He's the one who moved out and's about to have a kid, not me. I really like Misha, but I get the feelin sometimes she's tryin to show me up. Why can't she just come to the club, relax and see what happens? Tell me what you think on the forum.

It gets like this on Fridays - I see everyone goin' out. I want to be going out, and tonight my mate needs a hand on the decks. I said I'd help him at the Venue. But I can't even go near a cigarette without Katy having something to say. I even had to give my decks to James after I moved into Katy's. Talk to me.

This isn't exactly my idea of what I want to be doin' either. Ben and me used to be really good together, now all we do is fight. It's not like I want him to give up his mates, I just need his support so I feel less on my own. Everyone's lookin' at me like I'm from another planet, why? Talk to me in the forum.

James is all about Misha at the moment, texting her every 5 minutes. Her mate Tilly looks alright, even though she's a bit mouthy. I had three of those bottles we got already, sometimes I wonder if I'll end up like my Dad. People are going to take the piss, me going with Tilly tho'. What do you think? Tell me on my forum.

I'm not meant to be at a club tonight, not that my Mum will even notice if I don't come home. I only came because Misha wanted me to, and said her boyfriend James was setting me up. Danny isn't what I expected, but I can have a laugh anywhere, as long as there's something to drink. See you in L8R World.